Star Space

丑不是罪。

但，却会让人自卑。

少许。

多许。

也许。

该怎样形容此刻的心情呢？

我，还是有点。。。

也许是错误的态度，错误的想法，但请原谅我这样的想法。

我不想。

可是我还是逃不过。

上天的安排，就接受吧。

我，没力再反抗。

做回我自己算了。

=)

第二十三届东海岸培训营《责任》终于圆满结束了。

与学海的回忆也告一段落了。

这次是以学海之友归来帮忙学弟学妹们的。当个协调员没想像的轻松，毕竟他们很多的也还没有什么经验。

每个营都有自己的意义。对你自己的意义。

这个营对我有什么意义？

除了说明我老了，当然也见证了学海一直陪着我长大。

从无知，到现在算是比较成熟（虽然国葵每次都说我EQIQ低过零·······）；从一事无成，到现在很喜欢手语（虽然本人很善忘，每次忘记动作）；比较文静到现在比较活泼（有热情办活动）等等的，这些蜕变是好是坏也随各人的看法。但，没人能抹杀这个岁月的见证。

付出是必然的。不管你付出何等多何等少，你的付出对学海来说是无价之宝。还是那一句，“不要问学记给了你什么，问你给了学记什么。”

有人很疑惑， 为什么要当学记？为什么样付出那么多浪费自己的时间在学海身上，但到头来换来的是什么？

这些问题其实只要你积极的参与学海活动就会得到满意的答案了。有时，付出不一定要得到回报。学海回报你的不是金钱、不是地位、不是荣誉，而是满满的回忆和经验。那些回忆及经验时再多的钱也买不回的。因为不管你几岁了，只要你一天还活着，你就是还是学海学记。生为学海的人，死为学海的人。哈哈。

重点是，你的生活会从此变得多姿多彩~~不同年龄，不同学校，不同地方的人因此而认识了对方成为了朋友。人不能没有朋友，因为没有人喜欢孤独寂寞。

参与学海已经有五年半的时间。现在虽然人已在大学，但每次在房间读书时，读到很闷时，都喜欢开手语歌听，一边听一边做来舒缓心情，回忆也随之踊上来。这是我最宝贵的回忆，谁也不能擦掉的回忆~我很庆幸我有这些回忆。我很庆幸认识了一班很好的朋友。我很庆幸我成为了学海这个大家庭的成员。

谢了，学海！！学海13179~♥♥


最后献上国葵的毛毛虫歌---蝴蝶飞呀~~

Now only realised that the most sad thing is when your family is not at your side support you when you need some hope and help.

Not I don't want to help..but who come to help me?

I..

gambateh jinjin.

smile. :')

The registration for next sem is open.

And.Im speechless.

Totally dissapointed.

Somehow,Im so hate myself sometimes for being so coward.And being so careless didn't check the exam date before that.

Nothing can do and just sit at here cried.

I feel that Malaysia's system is so terrible.

Even the top UNIVERSITY in Malaysia so we called.

Geo-->Chinese?Should I change the course?

I wish somehow the exam date can change,but it seems impossible change just because of me.

Why we need to change our course just because exam timetable crash?!This is what we called system of Malaysia.

Speechless.

First sem can't take the course that I want due to class timetable is crash.now can't continue my course just because EXAM TIMETABLE is CRASH!

Totally dissapointed.

It was just like Im wasting my time to study.

And im still thinking,if I change to Chinese course already,then next sem pulak tell me this course crash again with media course...

I...

Speechless.

I want to have a nice sleep and forget everything.

That all ba.

Totally dissapointed with it.

心情总是复杂的。

你说这样，它偏偏就那样。

有时，你能控制；有时，它却反过来控制你。

今天，

我的心情该怎么说呢？

有点Pek Chek 又发作 Emo 了。

有些人真的不明白她，为什么就不可以站在别人的立场为他人想一想。

说了的话又不算数。

白白让人等了一整天。

有些人也是不负责任。

好啊，就让事情那样吧~~

我很累。

不想再烦了。

安。

其实，女人都是口是心非的。

In fact, women are duplicity.

Today, sit alone in lrt for about 1 an hours.

Everything seems flash back.

My mind.

I tried to not to think.

I look around.try to looking something.a feel.a secure feel.

When someone,especially guys sit beside me..I feel very scared.

Don't know why.

I keep look around.

I keep myself a distance.

I keep.

Keep.

What is the weird feeling??

I missing something.

Will someone appear suddenly and protect me??

Yes.

Many liang zai in lrt that time.

Did I smile??

I wonder.

No one will know why..even myself.

In fact, women are duplicity.

其实，女人都是口是心非的。

深夜里，少了两位室友，想讲话的对象也没了。

在面子书翻啊翻，翻到他的主页。

最近，你过得还好吗？

应该过得还不错吧？

在那里交了新朋友吗？

突然，有种伤心的感觉再次涌上心头。

失落。

很久没和你聊天了。

很怀念那种感觉。

虽然我们不是很熟悉，但是，就是很想和你聊。

但，我相信，再也没有机会了。

在面子书寄给你的讯息，你看到了吗？？

你的朋友也在你的主页墙上涂鸦了很多。

不知道为什么。

大家都好像舍不得你。

他们要考SPM了。你呢？？

你在哪里有考吗？？

嘿嘿~~

你，有想我们吗？

你的家人，你的朋友，还有一个你深爱的人。

记得我说过的话，“对自己好一些。真爱是需要时间的。”

记得要记得哦~~

不管你投胎了还是还留在上面，记得那句话。

真的。

对自己好一些。

就算当了天使，也要快快乐乐哦。

最近，时常下雨。星星都躲了起来。看不到你了。不过，雨后一定会有晴朗的一天，对吧？？

嘿嘿~~

加油咯！！

你和我都要加油！！

=)

接下来这首歌，献给你。

Exam is start.

Gambateh Everyone.

SPM+STPM+UM+UUM[ers].

Happy Holiday to USM+UMS+UPM+UKM[ers].

帮朋友赢了一场比赛。

面子书ACC video 的比赛。

不知道为什么，就是有那么冲进帮她找人LIKE 那个 video。

过后，途中知道有另外一组用卑鄙的手段来换取别人来LIKE 他的 video。

讨厌！！

就是讨厌这种人。

过后，更加积极地帮忙找人LIKE了。

是因为打抱不平的精神？？

又或者不甘心整天没读到书，换来的却是失败？？

我也不晓得。

只知道，从中我学会了不要半途而废。因为曾经另外一组的LIKE比我的朋友那组遥遥领先。但，我们持之以恒的心态，终于以1359的LIKE赢了。

从中，我也学会了一个道理。就是，人类为了赢、为了达到目的，他们会想尽办法来争取胜利和达到他们的目的。

这就是人类的阴险。

我讨厌。

讨厌这种人。

就算他赢了又怎样？？

赢得光彩吗？？

我想，人类的想法，没人能摸清楚。

这就是人啊~~

上天所自造出来的人类。

笨蛋！！这世界上有自由言论！！！

说的确是事实！！怕别人说就不要做啦！！

白痴！！

踢这么大力，干脆把门踢烂啦！！反正门锁都烂了，干脆把门踢烂，那有个借口换个新门更好！！

明明就是个败家仔！！

假期不做工，还要伸手要钱。

打破东西还要理所当然的。

几岁了哦？？还不会想??

做家务要叫上多少轮才去做。

还要在旁监督看你做？！！

以为我那么得空啊？？

我也要读书考试啊！！

拜托啦。

我们两个大的在外读书，家里剩你一人。

难道什么都要父母做啊？？

天天要父母用电脑挟持你才肯做家务？？！！

天啊~~

拜托醒醒啦！！

你已经很幸福了！！

话说以前，我们像你这个年龄的时候有那么好命？？

都不知道你读那间学校是好是坏？

所以我本身还蛮讨厌那间学校的。

不是说我有偏见。只是那间学校的名誉真的不太好！！

学的粗话一大堆！！

坏脾气更是厉害！！

天啊~~

救救他吧~~

让他醒醒！！

无话可说~~


最后！！我在此警告一些三姑六婆！！你们看我的文章是可以，因为部落格写出来了就是预定给大家看。不过!!拜托你们的嘴巴长好一点！！每次看了我的部落格又加盐加醋跑去到处乱讲。要知道祸从口出！！谢了！！

有想过“痴”这个字为什么会这样写吗？

痴里有个知道的知。知藏在一个广里遮护着，深怕会受伤。

明知不会有好下场，但还是痴痴地等。

这就是人啊~~

人的感情很难三言两语就能解释。

往往，人们可以为了情，而做出很多傻事，包括伤害自己的事情。

人们也可以为了情，赴汤蹈火去帮着另一伴。

人们也因为情，因为爱，产生恨。因为伤了，就狠了，便恨了！！

这就是情。

复杂。

徘徊在一个网络世界，能等到什么？

然而。就是傻傻的等、痴痴的等。

没人能够明白，甚至连当事人也不能明白自己的所做一切。

等，已成了他的习惯，他的人生一部分。

也许，时间久了，就能冲淡一切？

也许，始终还是不知道自己在等什么。

这就是人啊~

痴~

Those people who got a good look is the one who can choose.

Those people who is not good in looking is the one who are being choosen.

Choose.

Choosen.

Choose or choosen is better?

Some people like to being choosen.

But, most of the people like to choose.

Just for example, you choose a favourite dress. You like it.

But, just because your body weight, the dress choosen you. Will you happy??

This is a truth in the world.

People judge you by your out looking.

Your face.Your hair.Your body.

That the truth.

看到那些照片，一股莫名的愤怒涌上心头。

还巴不得希望“她”快点得到报应。

所有人远离她。

她不会有好日子过的。

可怜的是和她拍照那些朋友。

真替那些人觉得可怜，但无能为力啊~~

他们总有一天会明白的。

被背叛，出卖。

那种事情，相信我，迟早会发生的。

天啊，从何几时我变成这样了？

背叛。出卖。让我变了？？

所以说嘛，所有人都可以得罪，就是女人不能得罪！！

有时，还挺讨厌我这张脸。

外在美真的那么重要？

往往，人们就是以一张脸来取胜一切。

拥有漂亮的脸的人都有很多的优先权。

不管是男是女。

大家都喜欢以外表来衡量每件事。

品格。商资。

漂亮的脸的机会自然比其他差的来得多。

以前，还挺在意我的脸。

挺自卑。

根本就不敢抬起头。

现在？？

不理会了？？

不理会的原因不是不介意了，而是麻木了。

真的。

麻木了。

这张脸。

最近，发现越来越丑了。

痘痘越来越多，根本不想理了。

因为已经没那个动力了。

自卑？？？

想太多。

下午发了一个奇怪的梦。

是不是日有所思，梦有所见？

还是是上天的旨意？？

模糊。

算了吧。

努力读书吧~~

加油~~

回到家了。

很久没回来了。

感觉还不错。

晚餐吃得很温馨。

还是很不习惯妈妈的唠叨。

但，也很久没听到了@@

很欣慰我能安全回到家。

因为今早看报纸，有两把时下云顶的，死了7个人，20+伤的。

死神来了吗??

不晓得。

只是很欣慰，我再次安全地回到家。

逃避问题不是解决问题的最好办法。

曾经想过要逃避以前的阴影，但现在鼓起了勇气去面对以前的失败。

重新来过吧~~从哪儿跌倒就从那边站起来~~

证明给那些侮辱你的人看看你做其实是很好的，只是他公私不分明。

说你是什么烂臭秘书。

说你没脑。

说你没用。说你....

就只会说你，但却没想过一直在旁帮他补祸顶罪的人是谁。

主席就很大吗？？也不是要秘书来帮你？？

重新来过。

就从副秘书开始吧~~

不是我要争着这个位置做，毕竟是蛮高的位置，只是想和大家分担工作。因为我知道我会尽我的能力去帮大家。真的。很想帮忙大家，让这个活动成功。

你可以的。

加油，杨晶晶！！

加油，第四宿舍！！

加油，PKB！！

朋友们，一起努力！！

早上下了一场雨。

7点早上。

不知道为什么，有种感觉涌上心头。

回忆。

浮现了。

办营的回忆。

一起办营的感觉。

涌现了。

想回以前，曾经在办营时，早上也这么下了一场雨。

办营时，最怕的就是下雨了。

因为会耽误所有行程和游戏。

这场雨，让我想回以前那种感觉。

多久没一起办营了？？

还会有下次吗？？

那下次会是几时呢？？

突然，觉得时间过得很快。

转眼间，5年了。

大家从踏入学海这个大家庭，从一个小毛驴，到现在各奔东西，为学业工作而拼，就整整的5年。

5年的时间不长也不短。

但，埋入我们心中的感觉及回忆却数也数不清。

我，依然是当初的我。

情绪化。

没脑的小家伙。

但，却认识了一群不同年龄，不同学校，不同领域的好朋友。

学海永远是我们的第二个家。

因为它，我们认识了彼此。

因为它，我们学会了很多东西。

学海万岁！！

人总在深夜时，贸贸然地多了一份情。

那份情，

叫

孤独

叫

寂寞

回忆也总会在这个时候贸贸然地偷出来。

出来侵袭你。

爱听歌。

---李圣杰---

我的最爱。

他的歌陪伴我长大。

开心。

伤心。

愤怒。

失望。

彷徨。

无助。

有时，听着听着，眼泪不自觉地出来玩了。

有时，觉得自己其实是个不重要的人。

所以，习惯被忽略。

无所谓。

习惯就好。

而且，我也很乐意。

因为，我是走低调路线的嘛。

嘿嘿~~

只是，不知道为什么，这时候另一个“情”又出来了。

嫉。

有嫉，没妒。

哈哈。

这样说或许会好些吧。

最近，又多了一个"情"~~

自作多情~~

哈哈~~

习惯了。

习惯就好~~

好累哦~~

我是说，我的脑、我的心、我的情好累了。

完全累了。

彻底累了。





晶

饿

饿饿

饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿

饿饿

饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

饿饿饿饿饿饿饿饿

尽情地吃。

尽情地玩。

尽情地喊。

昨天还算是个开心的日子~~

和一群朋友吃喝玩乐的感觉很好。



KIMGARY~~我的最爱~~嘿嘿~~


四大美女~~








晚上，是PTB Jamuan。在 SEOUL GARDEN。




STEAMBOAT+BARBEKU~~







吃饱后，我们四个傻婆对着马路大喊：“我们是最好的！！”

嘿嘿~~好久没真真这样喊过了。

过瘾~~嘿嘿~~




全体照~~蒙了一点~~哎~~





开心归开心。

免不了有些失望。

失望什么？？

我自己也不晓得。

就让我自己把秘密常在心底咯。





晶

冷漠。

无情。

难以接近。

应该是我现在的情况吧？？

是因为那件事吗？？

变得不相信人了。

变得冷漠无情了。

变得不想再说话了。

变得没那么活跃了。

变得没那么开朗了。

变得没那么热情了。

变得感觉上什么活动参与就好，不要再给我任何高职位。

当一个低调的人就好了。

是给自己的一个借口吗？？

不知道。

就只是把自己沉淀。

藏起来。

不想再受伤了。

朋友的背叛是我永远最痛的伤。

那些不懂珍惜你的人，算了吧~~

没了。

声音彻底变了。

沉了。

破了。

现在我的声音简直是.....两个字形容：性感~~

@@

哈哈哈哈！！

很懒讲话了。

嘿嘿~~

希望快点恢复我原来的声音吧~~

好怀念我那把声音。

感觉累了。

有时，

真的很享受一个人的感觉。

感觉是什么东东？？

有时，

就连当事人也不晓得。

天空，

很美。

我习惯一个人仰望着天空。

透过树叶，我看到阳光。

一丝丝温暖的阳光。






在马大，认识了一群朋友。

虽然不多，但知心的几个就够了。

学姐学哥们都很好。

很感谢这份阳光。

尤其是在我病倒时，那种感动的感觉说不出来。




你有多久没静静地仰望看天空呢？？

那一片云彩。

那一片当夜星空。

星星闪啊闪。

很美。









寂寞也有。

孤独也有。

彷徨也有。

但，值得庆幸的是，

感觉还有。

迈入了一个特别的日期--10.10.10

感觉上自己活了很久似的。嘿嘿。

人生，回头看，竟是这么渺小。

经历了许许多多。受伤过、跌倒过、伤心过，但这却让我成长了不少。

昨天，哭了。

在一个短短的一天营哭了。

还真的丢脸。

20岁了，却像小孩那样哭了。

值得骄傲的是，哭了是因为感动，而不是伤心。=)

好笑的是，我的“爹地”真的和我父女同心啊~~先是我被球打到脸砸到眼镜，结果在下一秒，我的爹地也面临和我相似悲剧。哈哈~~然后在分享会，我们俩也哭了一场。真是“父女同心”啊~~

昨天的营晚了很多游戏。真的是一个难忘的一天。

透过各项游戏活动，互相认识了彼此，更进一步地了解对方。

也找到了一种“家”的感觉。

那种感觉是取代不到的。

我很庆幸，我没被USM录取。

我很庆幸，我没放弃住在第四宿舍。

我很庆幸，在这里认识了大家。一群好朋友。

我相信我的生活在将来的日子会增添不少的色彩。

因为，我有你们的陪伴。

朋友~~

PTUM is finish.

PTB is finish.

The feeling now is.....relax??happy??sad??

复杂的感觉。

当你忙于筹备活动时，辛苦是难免的。但，后来所得到的成就感远远超过于辛苦。

那些宝贵的经验、珍贵的回忆是金钱也买不回的。

我很高兴我还能坚持到底。那就是我的原则。

马大灯笼节服装组一级棒~~我们从零开始到表演那时，正当演员穿着我们做的服装时，那种感觉是无法形容的。还有，当演员和舞蹈员在黑暗中跳舞时，那种喜悦感、成就感远远覆盖了我们的辛苦。所辛苦的一切换来的是经验、成就感、还有一份紧紧的友情，我认为是值得的。

第四宿舍庆中秋，我扮演的角色虽然是那么的微不足道。但，我依然秉持那种要把这活动给办好的心态来完成它。扯铃，是我的坚持。打从开始练习时，我连铃都无法平衡它。我学得比别人慢、我所要表演的基本招数===“蜘蛛结网”是我觉得8招里面最难的一个、我的领悟能力比别人慢，所以我得付出比别人多，天天在房间练习。这么努力练习为了什么？？希望表演当天得到荣誉？？让人刮目相看？？抢镜头？？


我，只是简单的觉得当一组人表演时，自己就要扮演好自己的角色。我抱着享受扯铃和不能毁掉整组的表演心态来完成我的使命。而且，senior 们真的很好。他们真的很细心和耐心地教导我们这些小毛头。不能辜负他们的心情也在我心中挣扎着。

表演，成功了。紧张难免会有的。但，当我站在台上表演时，我享受那种感觉。扯铃的感觉。这种感觉远远超越了我紧张的心情。只是还是会有那么一点丁的小失望。因为在最后一部分当我抛铃打地时，我还是接不到铃。晶晶，没关系。我告诉自己。尽了力，就没有对不起自己。我很开心能加入扯铃队。马大第四宿舍扯铃队。


这两个活动拍了好多好多照片。也让我美丽的回忆越来越多。我不知道其他人在办完活动后那种感觉是否和我一样，我只知道，我很享受大家一起熬夜办活动那种感觉。辛苦虽多，但回忆却多了很多。


加油，大家！！



*pictures can see at my fb pages.

PTB-http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=236862&id=509817476


PTUM-http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=236862&id=509817476#!/album.php?aid=236318&id=509817476


Video when the actors and dancers dance and glow in dark~~

Just went back from Singapore.

Have a fun holiday with family indeed.

Eat alots at Singapore.Love to eat~~keke~~

Of course took many pictures.Anyone interested to see the pictures,can go to my facebook to see lu^^

Gain alots of experience while having a trip at there.

Love the environment over there.

Just don't really like the wheather there.Suddenly hot,suddenly rain..just like at KL@@

But,overall...it is still fun at there.Meet YunYi at Singapore too.Chat alots with her.

I also success buy some shirt,watch...hehe~~

Happy Holiday everyone~~

Im going back KL on 14Sep soon...feel guilty didn't really help much on making custom...wait me ya MeiLing,Min Zhen and ShareYuan!!

Bye!!

Im going to Singapore on tonight.

Hope everything will be fine.

The only sad thing is my daddy can't join us in this trip because the worker quit job..so he had to work..aihhzz..

Happy Holiday and take care everyone.

The only thing Im worried at here is mine diabolo practice..aihhzz..I keep on 抛铃,but then can't really接到铃...how...worry that day performance la@@

Aihhzzz...try my best lo...You must believe that you can do it Yong Jin Jin!!!Gambateh!!!

Selamat Hari Raya for those muslim!!!

Enjoy holiday lo!!!

Finally..Im 20 years old now.

This year..2010..the first time I having my birthday celebration not at Kuantan,my sweet hometown..but celebrate it with new friends at UM,KL.

A very touched birthday celebration all along thz 20 years.

Thanks to PTUM friends which celebrate my birthday with a special ways^^

20 pieces of roti canai!!!A unforgetable celebration~~Especially 3 lovely aisec--Apple+ShareYuan+MeiLing~~THANKS!!!











Thanks to my lovely roommates--MeiHui,my 逍遥family and also the friends who celebrate with me even so late at 1+am...really thanks...


STARGAL's birthday~~







My逍遥family~~







MeiHui+MinYee~







HooiPeng





And also special thanks to the seniors and also my "逍遥daddy" for the two warm red egg^^Im really touched and appreciate it~~


Red egg~~







Daddy~~






Happy Birthday JinJin.20 years old already~~I hope my wish can come true.

Wish from heart.

Even I know it won't become true..hahaha~~

But..Im enjoyed!!!







Having yumcha with floormates+Marilyn~~







Not forget a special best friend who having same year same month and same day birthday with me...a girl came from Sabah---Marilyn!!!Glad to know you at UM..Hope our friendship can stay forever^^







Thanks for the apple perfume~~LOVE it^^




Of course,lastly thanks to 3 of my loovely cousin---ShiShi,JiaJia and YingYing for the video record~~thanks~~Really suprise+touch^^

*HAPPY+TOUCH+BLUR*

刚刚看了我部落格旁边的一个生日倒数小可爱。写着：距离我的生日1天~~

哈哈。要生日了，晶晶~~

证明了什么？？

证明你又老了~~

第一次2字头生日了。

20岁了。

回想以前的我，是多么幼稚啊。

女孩过了20 要更勇敢~

1.转身，要比眼泪快。

这是必须。

1.过了20岁，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过。

要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。

别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。

2.你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。

可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。

过了20岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。

3.谁对你好，你就对谁好。

人际交往永远是礼尚往来的。双向法则。没有人有义务对你好。

过了20岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。

4.明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。

什么女子无才便是德，要嫁得好，首先要有才。

而此处问题的关键，不是嫁得好。是你自己过得好。

过了20岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？

过了20岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？

5.答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。

对自己心软，成不了大事。

过了20岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。

6.如果你正在恋爱，请不要毫无保留地付出。

你全盘托出了，拿什么留给你以后的老公？

女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。

无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。

7.做人学会圆滑。

过了20岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。

对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。

8.感谢所有伤害过你的人。

然后在20岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。

仇恨留在20岁以前的青春，你长大了，你要正视伤害。

9.别玩什么非主流。你又不是肥猪刘。

还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。

一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。

为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？

世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

10.减肥，说说就好。

到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。

说不好还有胃癌。

过了20岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。

11.对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。

等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。

然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。

接着，笑笑，离开。

12. 是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。

或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。

可是你才刚过20岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。

结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以挑选的时候丝毫不得马虎。恋爱，就把它当成恋爱。结婚，慢慢来。

13.轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。

你已经20岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。

什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。

那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，我们经历过就够了。

过了20岁了，学会淡定从容。

14.男朋友，宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。

过了20岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。

15.自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。

20岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。

女人要独立，经济独立是基础。

16.如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。

一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！

珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！

最后.随时给自己准备一个微笑 告诉自己 我可以！

* 蜡烛插在蛋糕上很普遍，那试过蜡烛插在鸡蛋上吗？？哈哈~~突然好想念红鸡蛋的味道哦~~就只是一个普通鸡蛋穿上一件红色外套嘛，有什么特别？？傻傻的我~哈哈~是想要吃红鸡蛋了吗？？真想就把蜡烛插在红鸡蛋上，唱着生日歌，然后许个愿。嘿嘿~~杨晶晶，你疯了！！

是的。我疯了~~

=)

是的！！

又是我了~~

终于又滚回来了~~

哈哈！！

这次要些什么呢？？

先说说我的境况吧。

首先是马大灯笼节吧。

我被挑选成为服装组的成员。

是的。是服装组~~

曾经也是我的梦想。嘿嘿~~

只是，至此的主题让我不是很会设计它的服装。

画了10张，10张都被老师REJECT~~哎~~看来还是要加倍努力了~~

只是原本服装组有10+新进学生，但现在只剩我一个人积极参与。也许大家的观念就是进服装组会很忙吧。这确实是真的，但我做人的原则就是一旦你扛起这个责任，你就得一直负责到底。有些人更离谱。开始时还承诺什么会尽责任，但最后也不是以什么学业忙之类的理由来推卸责任。拜托，如果你真的那么忙，干嘛还有时间上网，上面子书？？忙~~~

也许这是每个人不同的看法。我很享受这个大家庭一起努力筹备的感觉。我觉得我肯定会从中学习到很多东西，虽然当中或许会有不愉快的事情发生，但这也是人生必要走过的一条路啊~~

所以，我决定留在这大家庭了^^

另外，我现在也忙着筹备我的第四宿舍灯笼节。身为表演组的筹委，我负责的是中国+韩国舞蹈。希望一切会顺顺利利吧。只是服装那儿还是有点小问题。因为还是找不到可以借的人。借不到，也许要去租了。我是有想过自己缝制啦，因为自己缝了，还可以放留在第四宿舍储存室里。但不知道啦。只是我自己的小意见。要忙了~~~

第三，我学会了基本的扯铃。真的好好玩哦~~~真的可以释放压力~~~当然，非常感谢一班SENIORS的教导，尤其是我的“爹地”咯~~他用他的“小红”来训练我。虽然“小红”真的把我吓了一下下，但我现在至少能学会基本的扯铃，当扯着的时候会发出声音时，让我觉得很高兴！！那种满足感真的让我雀跃不已~~我想，我爱上了它，扯铃！！！我会努力慢慢爱上你的！！！

说了这么多的活动，该说说学业吧。我主修的大众传播到目前为此，我还真的不知道我自己在上些什么。对于考试的模式更一窍不通。真担心~~至于地理就需要算很多，真伤我的脑筋。因为我最讨厌算东西了拉！！哎~~~真不知道考试会怎样。教授给的ASSIGNMENT也让我的头快爆炸了。连续上网找了两天都找不到。真讨厌！！

哎~~现在真的还没有心读书啊！！！

加油了~~

为什么我就是一无是处？？

感觉很...

来到马大，我的自卑感比从前来得多。造成我从一个乐观很喜欢讲话的人变成一个自卑又不喜欢讲话的人。

不喜欢这样的我。

只是想好好做一样东西，好好学一样东西，可是总总发生的东西让我觉得现实很残酷。

自卑感也越来越重。

我还是当初的杨晶晶吗？

现实。

美丽的人得到的优先权会比普通人和丑人来得多。

什么机会是平等的，是这样吗？？

有才华的人被重视，那难道这些想要学习的人就没有机会吗？？

以前甚至现在，一旦有烦恼或不开心的事，我会找个地方看星星或者游泳。

我真的很喜欢游泳。在水里，我能把所用烦恼都忘掉，可是我知道我游来游去还是那么差，所以才要学啊。曾经也是会发白日梦当个游泳选手，但我有自知之明。我知道，所以我要学。

但，为什么现实就是这样？？

也许比赛重要吧。也许我去错地方了。参错队了。别人是TRAINNING比赛，而不是学习的。

唱歌跳舞演习游泳失败了。

杨晶晶，你还有什么要参的啊？？

彻底对自己失望。

Long time didn't update my blog.

Hmm..being abit busy in this few weeks...

Malam Keluarga Bestari just over.Learn alots and have fun.Enjoyed have a traditional dance performance^^




Coelodonta my family!!!







Papa+Mama













Dance performance costum~~







Chinese Community at my college also have a meeting already...meet my family jor~~hehe~~


My daddy~~逍遥家族~~







Hope have fun in the future.

Just abit dissapointed with Pesta Tanglung audition.Can't act,can't dance....but just accept it ba...be a FASHION DESIGNER of the costum not bad also what^^And although im the only chinese in Geografi and Media class....I hope I can addapt it soon ba...so was the weather at Kl which always rain and rain~~


Gambateh JinJin~~

Yesterday start from 9am go out until 12pm only back to Um.

Haha~~have some crazy times at outside with friends.

Guys have some fun playing bowling~~







Went to Midvalley meet my family and of course my secondary school friends and one of my friend special come back from England for summer break.



Long time didn't see him huh??

"Struggle"

haha~~

Have fun with them all---Matilda,YewHong,JunJun,MengJun,CheeSiang,TingYee,SongLeong and of course ShinnYonn who come back from England.


Only girl with me--Matilda!!Always so pretty+cute ya^^









YewHong!!!He seems becomes thinner jor..hahaha~~








Miss the time we have fun on yesterday.A great day indeed.

Our's student card!!




*Yesterday bought many foods,biscuits,junk foods at Jusco..kekeke~~

4 july reach kl.

UM.

A place where I'll start my new life here.

Orientation is fun yet tired.

Shout many cheers and yes..Im totally LOVE it~~

It makes me thinks of XUEHAI cheers too...

UM BESTARI which is fourth college is my college.

PANAS!!KIPAS KIRI,KIPAS KANAN,PANAS BESTARI PANAS!!

你真的很不错，你真的很不错，你真的真的很不错！！你上上也不错，下下也不错，左左右右，前前后后真的真的很不错！！！

=p

Now is the add and drop week.

I choose Pengajian Media(mass communication) for sure for major...

Whereas Japanese is my minor course...

Then still got TITAS(TAMADUN ISLAM TAMADUN ASIA) , English For Purpose which is wajib course...

Hope I can do well la....just felt abit dissapointed that UM media is not really what I thought...aihhzzz...

Yesterday went pasar malam..finally eat many foodsssss that I didn't eat so long jor...=p

Start to love and adapt with this new life..just..don't know why I became so quiet...less talkative compared with last time...don't know...maybe Im too tired to talk anymore...maybe I miss my old friends...maybe I miss my bed in house..maybe....

Many things happen since when I came Um..fall down and hurt the leg...forget the laptop password...the mouse come to our room bite our things and eat our foods....afraid of lost in kl...scared can't study well in my studies...everything makes my mind stuck with alots questions mark..hmm...but atleast one thing still ok is I get two nice friendly roommates.I'll appreciate it..


Maybe I should rest more now.Today went to swimming pool.Relax my mind my body.

Tomorrow going to Midvalley meet my parent and friendss.Nite.

Something wierd...hmm...why can't??why don't want??

Wierd.

Am I thinks too much??

Don't know la...

Now just thinks of getting in Uni and start my new life...

Today,eat steamboat with secondary friends Idiot Gang even I didn't eat la coz diet..haha~~

Also having the gathering with ex classmates.Enjoyed.Will miss you guys~~~Take care.

The first thing I want to do after get in Uni and settle everything jor is go for SWIMMING^^hehe~~long time didn't swim jor~~~Miss~~

Finally done body check up at hospital which spent 4 hours at there@@

Sienzz...

My blood pressure is 104/72 which is quite low..this make me when I almost faint as dizzy at the stairs..I fall down and my leg is injured..T_T

This Saturday and Sunday I need to work ler....why injured at this moment??

I want money ar...!!!!! T_T

Aihzzzzz~~~hope I can recover faster la~~

Friend,RIP.

Yesterday supposed be my happy day as receive the offer from UM...but today receive a new...that know that one of my friend pass away due to accident.I...T_T

Did chat with you.

You asked me before..should you wait for one people that she don't like you..I thinks the answer I gave you can't be a realistic anymore.But..why??Already say will wait...right??but why just suddenly left..

Last fe weeks just thought want to chat with you..wanna ask about your life..but now...it won't becames anymore.

Thought can meet with you again someday....but...it won't happen again.

Friend,must to be a happy angel at there,ok??

Must be happy^^

RIP~~





*Know what...you get accident on 11 june....and my bracelet dissapear on that day@@haha..maybe I thinks too much jor..

Miss you~~

Yes~~~I get UM for my University.

My first choice.

Sastera.

Mass Communication is under it...

So...I Can't wait for my University life jor..

Hurray~~

时间真的能治疗一切东西。

今天加了。

反正加不加也无所谓。

加了不代表原谅了你当初带给我的伤害，或是对你依依不恋。

而是我相信没有你的日子，我会活得更好。

我的生活会因而更精彩，活得更坚强。

谢谢你的懦弱让我成长。



Jin

Man.

Recently,my friend facing some problem.Yes,love problem ba.

This make me thinks a lot.

It was just seems like me 1 year before.

A weak girl that time.

A man can be just so coward and useless in love stuff compared to girls.

A man can be so brave in many things,but not love.

Why when a guy hurt a girl,they just give a suck reason and just left the girl without any sympathise and even the love between them??

A man can't face to the problem and just run awsy from the problem.Then,they just try to lie themself,create a story just make everyone thinks that "oh,you are not bad actually.you are still a good man",

Just for lying themself and make themself feels better??but why they didn't thinks of the views from the girl??

Yes."When a man do a decision,don't hope they will change their mind".This was a true sentence that I really believe it.

Was is so hard to find a good man in this world??

Or was is most good man in this world is already extinct??

Im not hate or prejudice to guys.But,it was a truth.

Yes.Girls can be so bad same as guys.But,mostly,girls is the one weak.What they can do is just cry and sad for what the guy done for her.

I believe time can cure everything.Girl just need times to cure everything,but how about guys??What they done for the hurt??Does them really sad or feel guilty about that??

NO!!

They will just run away from the problem and enjoys their life just acting nothing is happens at all.

That was a sad story to hear that a guy can be such a coward like that.

Life.

People shouldn't just stay at the same position and just be the useless people and just keep give the SUCK reason.People need to change and improve themself.

Man.

很不喜欢闪雷。

或许该说很怕闪雷。

尤其是看到那闪光。

每次闪雷就盖着自己耳朵听歌。

我一直相信，闪雷下雨是老天要惩罚人类。

或显示出什么不祥的事情即将发生。

所以不喜欢闪雷，因为不想不祥事情发生。

我·······想太多了吧？？

尤其是一个读GEOGRAFI地理的学生来说这些离谱的废话。

哈哈。

这只是我个人的小小看法。大家可以不认同。

雷公爷爷，就不要再闪雷了啦。

Kerina.A best friend since form 6.

She used to be so close with me.Concern about me and especially during the most moody time of my form.6 life where the other boikot me.

She believe me.She concern me.She do give advise to me.

Im appreciate with her kindness.Really.A TRUE FRIEND.

Now,we are getting far apart.Even she just went to Kl to study..but no longer we can't be together everyday just like precious time at form.6 life.We can't study together,laugh together,gossip together,play together,go toilet together,skip school together,lepak together,go canteen eat keropok together...many things...can't be done together anymore.

And this post also special for my best friend in f.6.Special to Liyu,KitQian,SuMin,YeeNing,YekChin and YinnJeng.And also my best best best guys friends.Love to stick with them.A true friend--Chua,Jc,ZaiZai,AhBoy,SoonKeat and Frederick.

Soon,we will going to study at different places.I hope our friendship will be always stays in our heart.Not being forget by time.

Friend.Just want you all to know that you all will always stay in my heart.A place specially for you all.True friend.

Love you all~~



JIN

Today went to Kl interview for scholarship.

A tired but nice short 1 day trip.

Overall,the interview is ok..just when at last happens something...hmm..

But hope it won't affect my image la.

Yesterday is my last day work.

Hurray!!IM FREE NOW!!!

Haha~~

Yesterday 4am only sleep@@

Lolzzzz~~

Then when I want to sleep...something weird happens...got people knock my door@@

I don't dare to open lo...just go sleep...xp

Coz that people didn't say anything also..Im scared to ask also~~~~~

damn...4am who not yet sleep come to knock my door oh??@@

Scary~~

Hahaha...

Checked.

Result is...

sad~~

I didn't get in USM...

I'll try to accept it.

It was God arrangement ba~~

Still remember last time I click wrong register diploma.Try so hard only can get apply.

It was arranged as beginning that I won't get in USM ba.

I...

Dissapointed.

I don't like Kl....

I...

If upu geh..I don't thinks I want to study mass communication jor..don't know..don't know...

T_T

Feeling at this moment is....

NERVOUS!!!

omg~~~from 4pm until now 11pm also can't figure out either I get the USM intake or not due to I forget my password@@

Aihhzz..

Gan Jiong~~

If I get then how??go study??

Penang damn far ler...

If didn't get then how??study at Kl??

Aihhzzz~~

Please..someone help to calm down me now~~

I hate you!!

What is the meaning of it??

"Yew...so simple..you don't know meh??"

"Stupid!!like that so easy also don't know meh?"

-.-

Yala...I know la.

Just...

Wondering...

I hate you??

It did got another meaning as my friend told me before.

It means I love you in other way meaning of I hate you.

Hidden meaning of it.

But,now...Im really trying to hate you.

Friend.

=p

嘿嘿！！早安咯！！

最近本小姐看来心事重重哦，所以常来这里抒发心情。嘿嘿。

要怎么说呢？？

有些东西想去触摸，但却发现摸错了，那，请问你会有什么感觉？

有些东西想去触摸，但摸了，却痛了，那，你又会有什么感觉？？

有些东西想去触摸，但，却不敢犹豫着要不要去摸，那种感觉又是怎样？？？

哈哈~~本小姐也不知道在胡说八道什么了@@

就这样吧~~精彩生活正在前方等着我哦^^

姑且不去想、不去希望、不去触摸。

哈哈。逃避哦？？

是啦=.=

哈哈。


[幽默]

最近的我，脑袋应该插错线了@@

有时常忘记东西。

不喜欢这样的我。

游戏该停了。

一点也不好玩。

也伤了自己。

累了。

不喜欢。

该停了。

哈哈。

总算停了。

不该再想了。

就停了吧。

偶尔就听听头脑的分析。

不要每次都听心里的。

要不然会着火的@@



---结束---

11.55pm.

=p

Haha.

Thanks for the cute cake lu^^

Happy Birthday la Pow!!

Hope you like the present~~

Finally done my laptop stuff.

Thanks SuMin lu.

Tired~~

期待

是好是坏？？

看个人

有时期待着一些不会发生的事也会是个幸福

是吧

昨天发梦

隐隐约约记得，但实际上却忘了发什么梦

只是感觉上甜的

期待一个美好的回忆吧

虽然只是那么一点丁的希望

还好吧~

今天酸酸的。

至少没比我想象的更糟，那就好了。

该如何呢？？

现在的心情之可以用两个字形容====复杂~~~~

人啊，总是矛盾。

人啊，别想太多了。

一切随缘就好。

星星。

多久没和你谈心事了？？

想。

有些事物是甜的。

但吃的人未必觉得甜。

有些感觉是甜的。

但未必是长久的。

但此刻我却希望甜甜的感觉能常在心底某一处，别把那一点的滋味也抹杀掉。

哪怕只是那一秒。

Brother went to Kl study got some time already.

Abit not feel comfortable with now...because used to have he at house all along my life...2o years...

Hmm...wonder that after I went to study at outside too,then the house will become more empty and quiet..

Need to suit with the new environment...

I hope so.

12 May went to Kelantan with mum by bus to interview for USM mass communication....

Sit for the bus almost 14 hours@@my leg was freeze>.<

Well..overall,the interview can be decribe by 1 word---- Dissapointed...

Dissapointed not because I nervous can't speak well or what..but is what the question they ask..

Well..actually I know they might ask those questions and I know I sure can't answer it well..may be im running from the fact ba...

Im just..hmm..suan already la...pass already is pass already...when I told mum about it,mum even seems so happy if I can't in USM because for her,Penang is soooooo far from here..she might miss me ba??

Don't know la..I try my best and now is depends the LUCK....what will GOD give me,I'll just accept it.

好久没上部落格抒发心情了。

前阵子有一位朋友说她将会去金马仑游玩，来个背包旅行。

其实，在很久以前，我就想尝试来个背包旅行。

只是没一直没时间。

现在呢？？挺想在还未进大学前来个背包旅行。

能吗？

还有点怕一个人旅行@@

很想去金马仑。

虽然就这么近，但我很想躺在草原上，仰望着天空。

很喜欢看云。

很喜欢看鸟自由自在地飞翔。

更喜欢看晚上一闪一闪亮晶晶的星星。

很想。

能做个预约吗?

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我 奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好


我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就 是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我 的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
让他知道我可以很好

Friendship is easily broke.so as Love.

It was hard to maintain one relationship.

Everyone thinks they are correct.

But when all people,friends around you start don't like you,should you thinks what had happen??

Is it still is they changed??

Or is you the one changed??

We should changed for better,accept people's opinion,not just blame or scold people,friends who care you.

A good friend is hard to find.

If you didn't changed,didn't noticed what your wrong,believe me,the friends around you will start go away from you.You'll lost your friends 1 day.




Jin

习惯

成自然

等待

成自然

不喜欢

等待

但

却必须

喜欢上

因为

那是回忆的一部分

要如何摆脱这种心情，习惯呢？

逃避？

表明？

解释？

不清楚。

算了。

想太多了。

安安。

Yesterday watch The Another Pandaro Box(越光宝盒) with xueji gang~~

More pictures see at fb lu~~

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1133728044#!/album.php?aid=114510&id=509817476

The movie is not really nice..but atleast I enjoy laughing while watching it..Seriously,I prefer watch laugh de movie compared sad de movie..maybe scared people see I cry ba(last time watch 孔夫子 until cry so paiseh@@luckily thay day just 6 people in cinema..xp)

Today is my annual leave for working at Padini about 3 month.still got 2 month go on as i continue my contract until 31 of may.

Well..quite a boring day for me today..wanna go jogging..people pulak write comment at fb say will rain..so I didn't go(is myself lazy la)...say want go tc..people write will rain again at fb@@this time didn't listen them..go with chua and Jc...

We manage to drinks man tao xuet,then rain@@sienzzz..

After come back house pulak stop rain liao@$$%&^&*(*__+&^%#$#

Aihhzzz..

During Chinese New Year..Kuantan xueji got held a dinner at Mexica on 18 february..have some fun time thar night and of course take a lot of pictures^^


Take a look at fb
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http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=photos&id=509817476#!/album.php?page=7&aid=157120&id=509817476


Then,our gang--YunYi,JiaJia,LiewYen,GuoKui,ChunWai,JunJun and me have some fun time on 19 february..we took a lot of pictures at taman gelora^^haha..weird ler..because take pictures at taman gelora??lolzz..this call model 拍外景~~hahaha~~we even talk dao say next time we xueji come taman gelora produce a cny dvd..haha~~

The pictures at Jia there..or can go YunYi's profile there see

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=photos&id=100000558766668#!/album.php?aid=9726&id=100000558766668

Long time didn't update my blog.sorry.just abit lazy type recently@@

Anyway,STPM result out on 25february..I get pointer 3.75..it was quite ok..atleast more than what I expect..happy ya..just hope can study mass communication as what I want..

But..now I register wrong for the USM..I keep phone and email also no respond..got anyone can tell me what to do.??aihhzz...

Suan lo..if really can't in then go KL de university study ba...as mum keep say kl got many of my friends@@

Last Sunday was CNY last day--chap goh mei..

Went to tc play "pao kam"(throw the mandarin) with friends..haha~~first time play it..damn syok^^

More pictures take a look at my fb

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http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3353870&id=638974392#!/album.php?aid=118939&id=509817476&ref=mf

Long time didn't update my blog...because abit lazy and tired after work@@

Well..Chinese New Year is arrived...and I did go bai nian at my relative house as usual every year...very tired,but took many angpao...so quite happy also la~~

Yesterday watch All's Well End's Well Too 2010 ( 花田喜事) with family.It was quite funny~~A nice movie indeed~

Hmm..Chinese New Year sure got gamble...I don't like or should say HATE people gamble..if just small gamble play for fun only then it was ok la..but if gamble until hurt family,friends...or 家破人亡...I can't stand of those people lo..family is important..so for what gamble until hurt family..hate...just hate...

Well..yesterday didn't go to work..as i food poisons@@

First..my head so dizzy..headache..walk also dizzy..

Then vomit..cirit birit...

Aihhzz..went to see doctor and get mc..I thinks is I ate kfc during break tinme and the KFC get me into Food Poison for the first time!!It was a terrible experience.

What I want complain is..the clinic..aihhzz..

If those people who got serious case...went there see the doctor,I think the patient will die first withoutn meet the doctor yet..

The system there...super slow..why don't just let me see doctor first??keep ask what your company bla3..what no my name in system..of course la..Im just work at the company..how come got my name..bla3..

Then only realised rupa-rupa the doctor not yet come@@

Even there write 8am open..but the doctor 9+am only come...omg...

Can you imagine if a patient with serious case then come and wait...??yala..that was just a small clinic..if is serious case sure sent to big hospital..but..atleast we should have the working moral value and attitude ma..as what I learn in my business during STPM----ETIKA KERJA~~

Must work in time..puntual time..responsible with your job...

Today parent outstation pulak..I need to drive to work even Im still abit dizzy@@

God bless me get to work safely~~

Monday my off day.Noon have a yumcha with YeeNing and Kerina.Then went to ECM buy things with YeeNing.


Then at night went to Taj yumcha with Chua,AhbOy and Zai2.

Finally try the tosei!!!but not really nice as what I expect.


Tosei~~








Zai~~~nowadays so hard to take his picture already..because he seldom come out with us liao..sure go out paktor with his girl..xp







His roti Nan~~







The place where I need to go everyday now except Monday@@





Off day the best!!can have some rest and hang out with friend!!I LOVE Monday~~

Monday I off day so I have a snap at afternoon before go out yumcha with Kerina them.

After I wake up..here is the picture@@

Got a red scar on face just like 钟无艳~~







Use a spec to cover it..lolzzz...

Dad and mum bought some special stuff from China..


Special er hu~~just shout or clap hand then it'll play the er hu^^yeng~







Crazy donkey~~keep shake his head@@






Special spiderman~~can fall down slowly~~

C.o.o.l

The feeling I should have.

Or maybe I just can't do it as I like to laugh??like to talk??lolzzz..

Should be just cool like what people can do..

But just 1 word then can change everything??hmm..should practice more.

@@

Yesterday work until 6.30pm only.

At night go out yumcha with AhBoy,Chua and LiYan.

Went to Oldtown again as Ice Station didn't open@@


Me+AhBoy







Demongal+Me







AhBoy's spec







He is acting~~








Again@@








Helzetnut coffee..abit bitter for me@@








Liyan+AhBoy








Im soooo tired..want back ar!!!







However..we went to tc..xp

4 of us=p








View of TC1 at TC2..dark scary~~