Star Space

Now..im totally exhausted..

Noon didnt sleep..as i went to give the resit of sponser..then type the blood donation to spread in sin chew daily newspaper..

Then just now zai2 just went to my house to do the karnival's stuff..

Then now need wait shikmei online..kinda tired..exhausted..

This not what i want??make myself tired..busy..so won't have any times to think other things..

Just..sometimes,when im alone..i feel..lonely??sad..

aihhzz..human..

++human scared lonely,especially virgo++

你会如何决择呢??你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。 你经过一个车站。 有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让你这么心动的人.

在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：'给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'每个人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人一开始就想到。

小哲理：是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。______________________________________________________________________

【和尚与屠夫】从前有一个和尚跟一个屠夫是好朋友。
和尚天天早上要起来念经，而屠夫天天要起来杀猪。
为了不耽误他们早上的工作，是他们约定早上互相叫对方起床。
多年以后，和尚与屠夫相继去世了。
屠夫去上天堂了，而和尚却下地狱了。
Why?因为屠夫天天作善事，叫和尚起来念经，相反地，和尚天天叫屠夫起来杀生……

小哲理：你所认为的事情以及你所做的东西你一直认为是对的，但有时后却不一定是对的.做每样事情时,不妨站在其他人的角度看一看,想一想吧!_____________________________________________________________________

【皮鞋的来历】很久很久以前，人类都还赤着双脚走路。
有一位国王到某个偏远的乡间旅行，因为路面崎岖不平，有很多碎石头，刺得他的脚又痛又麻。回到王宫后，他下了一道命令，要将国内的所有道路都铺上一层牛皮。
他认为这样做，不只是为自己，还可造福他的人民，让大家走路时不再受刺痛之苦。
但即使杀尽国内所有的牛，也筹措不到足够的皮革，而所花费的金钱、动用的人力，更不知凡几。
虽然根本做不到，甚至还相当愚蠢，但因为是国王的命令，大家也只能摇头叹息。
一位聪明的仆人大胆向国王提出建言：「国王啊！为什么您要劳师动众，牺牲那么多头牛，花费那么多金钱呢？您何不只用两小片牛皮包住您的脚呢？」
国王听了很惊讶，但也当下领悟，于是立刻收回成命，改采这个建议。
据说，这就是「皮鞋」的由来。

小哲理：想改变世界，很难；要改变自己，则较为容易。与其改变全世界，不如先改变自己--「将自己的双脚包起来」。改变自己的某些观念和作法，以抵御外来的侵袭。当自己改变后，眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。如果你希望看到世界改变，那么第一个必须改变的就是自己!!不要时常埋怨,不要时常感到不满,不要时常有很多怨恨,不要时常问为什么挨骂的又是我呢??不要问上天 / 社会 /家庭 / 老板给于我们什么东西,问一问自己到底给于/付出于什么东西给于他们呢??不要尝试叫环境适应你而是我们要学会适应环境^^我们要学会改变的就是自己,一起迎合美好的一切!!
「心若改变，态度就会改变；态度改变，习惯就改变；习惯改变，人生就会改变。」

Well..this week will abit busy.

Eventhought abit free compared with zai2,shikmei them..but i just wish i can make myself busy..so that i won't have time to thinks for nothing..

Kinda weird,right??

Hehe~crazy..xp

Anyway,wanna to inform all Form 6 students at Kuantan that SABS are having a "KARNIVAL SUKAN PERINGKAT DAERAH" which organised by SABS,of course..xp

And for everyone at Kuantan,SABS's PBSM also organise a blood donation activity at Kuantan Parade this sunday(5/April/2009).This activity will start from 10am until 4pm.If anyone is interested,plz cum n join us ya.



a drop of blood,
a bit of sharing,
a bit of caring,
and a bit of hope.

Recently doing some stupid stuff..

First,try so hard to let me have a good sleep as everynight i did dream of it..

Second,try so hard to forget everything..

Third,try so hard to explain the things which i don't know,don't understand and don't know why it happen just like this..

Four,being a crazy people who talking to air---star..talking with my star as i used to be..i believe people who death will become stars..the different now is the "star" who i talk with is someone who quite special instead of my grandmum..

Perhaps people will thinks that im abit crazy,but that was one of my habit..share my problems with them wont have any worry,problems as they wont say it out..in the same time,they will just be a good listener as they wont give any respond..just keep on shine and shine..

Star,did you hear what i say to you??Do you knows my problems??Do you knows how much i need time to pass,so that everything will be proved..

I need your advice since yesterday after i talk with you,you did appear in my dream.

I believe you did hear what im talking about to you.Tonight,ok?promise.

--believe--

Sometime,i just like to thinks something myself.

Thinks that izzit im wrong..

Izzit i need to change..

Change to what people want so..

Mirror brings alot meaning to me..

Besides reflect the body shape,face of youself,it did reflect your pass time,your memories,your attitude,your behavoiur..



I took some pictures at ECM,a place which got alot of my memories..

Standing infront the mirror,i saw myself..i saw the memories,i saw happiness..sadness..crazyness..





I can see my attitude,my behaviour..my friends..my family..







I realised that TIME control everythings..

Everythings changes without your notices..and you'll feel that one day:"Owh!!im getting older!"

It is true.

We will getting older and so was our thinking will becomes mature.

Everythings should be thinks properly now because you need responsible as what you did.

You are no longer a kid,but a adult with a rasional thinking.

Im keep on changing.

I changed myself from a emotional kid becomes more stable now.

For my friends who knows me well,they'll knows how emotional im in pass time.

I did changes.

Become a happy girl and wish everyone around me will happy just like STAR shine upon the sky.

But,please understand that,in our life,everythings become harder and complicated when we getting older.

I don't like being adult,i prefer last time those naiv kid's time.

There was no problems and life was just so simple.

But,time won't stop for you.Whenever how bad of ur life,you still need move on.

--Be strong--

Human are an animal which got feeling..

Sometimes,when a human's feeling is more than rasional thinking,they wont't think properly..

If human don't have feeling,there will no people bunuh diri in this world..

You can say my attitude got problems,i didn't think of people's feeling,i didnt see from people's side..

But..im sure you'll regret with what you say..

Time will prove everything..

I always care of my friends more than my life,more than my family,more than...

Maybe i always being emotional,moody..keep on make people around me felt worry,sad,effect their happy mood..but did you think from my view??my situation??

No..everyone just will keep on thinks themselve are correct..even me..

I know..

Just,can you just see out from you box??don't just keep yourself in your box..

People say to you de stuff you didnt analyze it and straight away say i lie you..

What you see,you thinks you're correct and straight away say my attitude got problems without knows the truth..

When i explain to you,you knows you're wrong,but you'll just keep on says others things and keep on scold me for nothing..

But,did you realise 1 things??

No matter how you treat me..im still believe you and hope you understand it one day as i thought the same from you..

But,im wrong..

You might say im giving excuse or trying explanation and everyone just will thinks that im stupid or im trying eplain for the things i did wrong..

But,i wants say that,life is just so simple..dont't make life and people's life so complicated and thinks it complex.."friends" should trust on each other as im still trust on my friends..my truth friends..

---Trust on each other---

Another hard day..giving hope to forget everything..but..

I hate ECM..I hate all memories at there..

Noon go ECM with friends..night go ECM again with family..

The feeling is terrible..

Im tired..really..

Try to forget everything as you all want..but..

I didn't ever lie in my life..

Maybe got once,but also for good..

Why say i lie..what problem with my attitude??

I treat all of my friends with all of my heart,more than my life..and what i get??

---Heartless---

Well..damn shocked when Ikram told me that one of our last time school classmate pass away this morning due to an accident..

Life is so unpredictable..

Anything just can happen in next minutes without knowing..

We must appreciate what we have now before we lost it..

God bless he,my friend.

Well..life still will go on and won't stop as what happen to you..

Maybe happy..maybe sad..

The feeling of this fews days not really good..

Moody..not because "menstrual cycle" or what..

Just being invisible by someone you care de feeling not really good..

I miss last time secondary school that time..

Indeed did quarel,but did happy that we can be together share problems,laugh together,cry together..

Still remember that time once..my best friends n me went for kaunseling..we talk in kaunseling room..

We cried..yes..

But..we are still friend after we came outside..

And i realised something after that incident..

Everyone's thinking are not the same..

You cant hope people thinks the same as you..

Im tired with it..everything now..

I miss the time with my friends last time..just time pass too fast,and i don't really enjoyed it.

For me,family is ranking number one,friends are ranking number two in my heart.

I care my friends more than my life,and please dont simply judge me without knows me well.

I can't do what or even explain what..

Just what can i do was waiting the time prove everything.

Truth should be proven someday.

Im a bad girl as what you all think..

Im not a good girl as what i done also wrong..

And what i did so long exchange with a word--facker

I realised in this world,many things can just happen..

Many things can just pop out and change your life..

Since you all want think like that,keep on blame me,ok..

I admit that was my wrong..

What i did was wrong..

My fault..

I shouldnt be so annoying..effect other's life..

I won't explain it anymore..

The story should be end now..

HAPPY?SAD ending??

Perhap everything just will prove by time..atleast that what i still believe..

---Heart--end----

Im kinda tired with this life..

Just..atleast there was some hope i can hold on..

Truth will Known as time pass,I always believe it..

Explain is no use..because it was just waste your time,energy since the people dont believe you..

Speechless..

Everything changes..

Changes in next minutes..

Life is unpredictable..

We cant predict what will happen in next minutes..

That why we need to appreciate what we have now..

Eventhough there will just be you alone in this world.

I hate ppl "yuan wang" me!!

I hate ppl say sumting nt true 2 sum1!!

I hate!!

betray my ur best friends..wat the feeling??!!

and y u rela choose 2 believe wat dey say,bt nt trying understand wat i tel u??!!

i reali jz hope cn be ur friend..

mayb nt nw..

bt atleast im trying!!

Im nt a faker!!

If im faker,i'll nw go ur hs n act die infront u!!

U choose 2 believe the part of story,bt nt the truth!!

I duno wat shud i say..

Suddenly my life becum so suck..

My eye cnt c any hope anymore..

hope..

miracle..

i hate..

heart break..

If u tink im a gal v bad personality,up 2 u..

If u wan hate me,up 2 u..

If u wan kill me,up 2 u..

If u..

life..

time..

God,plz help me get rid of thz..

or jz send me 2 urs dere..

beautiful heaven without any problems..

well..today dint go school..

not really skipping..just..

hmm..

face red+stomach pain due to...+no mood..

well..just need some time..

Jin Jin,gambateh!!

Sorry,I love you

Onu-sae ki-ro-jin ku-rim-ja-rul tta-ra-so
Ttag-gom-i-jin o-tumsogul kudae-wa kotgu inneyo
Sonul machujapgo ku-onjae-kkajirado
Hamkke-in-nun gol manuro
Nunmuri nanungolyo

Parami chara-wochinun mankum
Kyowurun kag-ga-wo oneyo
Chogumsshik i-gori guwiru
Kudae-rul ponae-yahaet-don kyejori uneyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapabo
Hamkke innu-nisungane
Nae-modungol dangshingge jugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Yakhagiman han naega ani-eyoIrohke gudael sarang-hanun-dae
Kujo nae-mami i-rolppunin-gojyo

Ku-dae-gyo-chi-ramyontto oddoni-ri-raduhalsu-i-ssul-komman gata / kuron gipumi tuneyounuri jinago ddo-onjegga-jiradouri sarang-yong-won-hagil
Gido hanu-i-ssoyoParami naye chang-ul hun-dulgo

Odu-un pammajo kkae-umyon
Kudae apun giolmachodo
Nae-ga da chiwochulkkeyo
Hwanhan ku misoro

Kkutobshi nae-rinun sae-hayan nunggut-dulro
Uri koddon i koriga
Onu-sae pyonhan gotdo morununche
Hwanhan bichuro mulduro-kayo
Nugungal wihyae nan sara-gan-nayo
Mu-woshidul da hae-chugo shipun
Irol-ke sa-rangin-jul pwae--

Hungshi gudae-in-nun gododin-ji arat-damyon
Kyo-ulpam pyori dwae gu-dael bicho-ssul-tende
Utdon naldo nun-mure jochodon sulpun bamedo
Onjena gu onjena
Gyote issol-kkeyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapomyon
Hamkke innu-nisun-gane
Nae-modungol dangshinke chugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Ul-ji-marayonarul parapwayogucho gudaeye gyotesohamkke itgo shipun mam ppuniragotashin kudael nohchi anhulkkeyokkutobshi nae-rimyo uril kamssa-onkorigadulkhan nunkotsokesokudaewa naegasume chogumsshikjakun chu-o-gul kurineyoyongwanhi naegyote kudae issoyo


English translation:

Suddenly as I followed your growing shadow
I was walking with you inside darkness.

As we hold hands until whenever that might be
Just being together makes me cry.

As the wind becomes colder, winter comes closer.
Little by little, on this path, comes the season when I had to let you go.

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all.
Do you know of my heart?

I wasn’t always so weak, I’m loving you like this but
that’s all my heart can do.

If I was by your side, no matter what the task may be
I feel as if I can do it. I get that feeling.

When the wind rattles my window and even the dark night awakens,
I’ll erase even all your painful memories.
With that bright smile.

With these white snowflowers falling endlessly,
The sidewalk that we are walking on glows with a bright light,without even knowing that it’s changed.

Have I lived on for someone else?
Wanting to do everything for them, I learned that that was love.

If by chance I knew where you were,
I would’ve become a star in the winter sky and shined on you.

Even on days when you laugh and sad nights that are damp with tears,
I’ll be by yourside always, whenever that may be.

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
In this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all.
Do you know of my heart?

Don’t cry, look at me.
All I want to do is be together with you by your side.
I won’t let you go this time.

Inside the snowflowers that fill this path and shower on us endlessly,little by little, small memories are being drawn inside our hearts
Forever by my side you are there.

Lucky

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all
I seeAs the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh oohOoooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

思念它一直都不退开
夹着那些治不好的伤害
一边看你爱护我 伤害我 像还不懂事的小孩~
该哭着还是笑着放开
我彻底被你打败
我已不懂 好与坏
黑与白
爱到底是不是存在
我学着你口吻
重复以前的字句
自导自演的悲剧
你走了我还继续
每一天同时间都有那一场大雨
发烧怎么能痊愈
催眠我 用破碎的甜蜜
思念它一直都不退开
夹着那些治不好的伤害
一边看你爱护我 伤害我 像还不懂事的小孩~
应该哭着还是笑着放开
我彻底被你打败
我已不懂 好与坏
黑与白
爱到底是不是存在
我学着你口吻重复以前的字句
自导自演的悲剧
你走了我还继续
每一天同时间都有那一场大雨
发烧怎么能痊愈
催眠我用破碎的甜蜜
最后它是一种出卖
最后都失去了期待
所以爱消失得会那么快 那么快 那么快
爱 舍不得你完美姿态
我相信你说的未来我们的爱到底回得来 回不来 在不在

I LoVe You

Love is sweet..

Sometimes it is colourful..

Sometime it is bitter..

Sometime it is blushing red..

And You just wish can be yours..be mine..

Love,

Hoping that you have a love-filled day.And that everything goes your lovely day.

Me

I believe that time can change everyting..

I believe that time can make one's change even just in next minutes..

I believe that time can make one's recover from memory..maybe a long long time

I blieve that time can make one's forget things,but not memory..

Time will decided everyting..

Memories will just always in my heart somewhere..deep inside..

love??friends??care??

well..

2day damn moody..angry..sad..hurt..pain..

i duno..

hurt..

i noe u all concern bout me..

bt..i jz like do wat i wan..

u all jz duno..

duno the truth..

i like 2 be wat i like..

dat was me..

YONG JIN JIN

cuttiest+happiest+...

haha~

i sked if i kip on type..every 1 will vomit..xD

21/3/09

well..thz day..bit unlucky day 4 me..

1st..rainning..bt has decided go 4 sofbol trainning..

so go v ahboy..

jz gt 3 of us from sabs--ahboy,ang n me..

well..at 1st,everyting was jz go smoothly..ahboy became my sofbol coach,teach me the way 2 play it..

den..everyting was fine until..

the real coach--MR WONG(if nt mistaken) ask me either wan play enot(as dey having real sofbol game)..

well..

i at 1st reject..bt den finally i played..

n guess wat happened in nx minutes..

ahboy hit the ball 2 my leg!!

pain!!hurt!!

2day..my leg gt lebam dy..

when walk n drive..it is hard 2 me..

the leg nid 2 open wide..-.-

1st time 4 me..n i'll gambateh nx time de..i believe i cn do dao de^^




SOFBOL!! IM COMING!!