Star Space

把昨天都作废
现在你在我眼前
我想爱
请给我机会

如果我错了也承担
认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端

相信自己的直觉
顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你 我不撤退

我说过 我不闪躲
我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱
更努力爱 让你明白

没有别条路能走
你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱
看我感觉爱
等你的依赖
对你偏爱
痛也很愉快
等你的依赖

不后悔 有把握
我不闪躲
我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱
更努力爱 让你明白

没有别条路能走
你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱
看我感觉爱等你的依赖
对你偏爱

痛也很愉快

Well..sometime just don't understand..

Why people just like to blame each other without know the situation of the person..

Ok la..

I admit I shouldn't sms someone so late night..

But..it was emergency what..and im a person who easily forget thing..

That why if i got anything,i sure settle it first..got thing ask i sure ask first..got thing send i sure send first before i forget something..

But..aihhzz..don't know la..

Yala..I shouldn't disturb your lovely dearest person la..

That all la..

But wanna say one thing is,in this world no one is belongs to who..she is she..he is he..we are we..they are they..

So,we belongs to ourself..you don't have the autority to control one's life..even how he/she important to you..eventhough you just care for her/him...




*Sorry if i wrote this article got any hurt feeling to the one read it..im just write out what i think..


Jin

Ok..yesterday when i go someone's house to give the birthday present..i involved in one accident...

Again~~yaya..but this time not my fault,k??

Aihhzz~~

Yesterday was rainning...then when i was brek,as got one car want go..then..suddenly heard a large "bang" from my car behind...

Ya..a car knocked my car@@

Aihhzz...as i know...i can or should say i can 100% comfirm that my parent sure scold me again after they know..

Ya...as what i "wish"..they scold me..aihhzz~~sien..

Ok la..i won't drive anymore if can!!

Phobia!!

If i didn't drive,then won't have any accident..then won't have any blame to me..always blame me even not my fault..sien!!

Aihhzz..stress~~

Exam wanna come already..yesterday tuition until half..my mum come up and ask me back..so..embrassing..aihhzz...sien..

As Pengajian Perniagaan got one chapter is learned Konflik Peranan under Ketegangan(Stress) chapter...i think i really face this problem now..i want be a good student,study hard..but in the same time,as a children of our parent,we need to be a GOOD children..listen to them eventhough they wrong..need to obey their order..need to..need to..SIEN!!

Aihhzz~~no mood~~

1/11/2009 (星期日)

早上8时

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Moody moody moody.

Thinking.

Wanna smile~~



Jin

It is easy to be happy.

A easy reason to smile^^



*Jin

Today went out with YunYi them..pui them go to buy dress for their graduate night...

Abit tired..but have fun^^

Just they so bad scared me when i was driving@@lolzzz..

Here the pictures they playing my cap...



Two alien...xp






Suipo YunYi~~






Liang Nui Ying Kit~~








Hehe...me taking picture while the other busy choosing the dress~~







Acting cool..xD







Nah..this is a scret i tell you...don't tell people that I...lalalala~~




Happy+Tired day~~

Yo yo yo~~After two years..now finally Im graduated!!!Im no longer having P-licence!!xp

Anyway..today when i drive..i almost knocked a motorcylist*.*

Luckily...aihhzz...i thinked my driving skill still can be improved de..

But..today that YunYi them scared me...@@Aihhzz..i know la..i still can improved de,ok??Trust me!!!hahaha~~

In this two years...i knocked two car but luckily those drivers didn't do anything and forgive me..

In this two years...i almost knocked two car...almost knocked atleast 5 motorcylist@@

In this two years..i knocked 1 motorcylist...and went to police station make report..A terrible memories indeed...

Hope everything will be fine in future la...

Anyway,now im scared to drive and even walk on the road..lolzzz~~

Hmm..recently my school have some news gossip..(I hope it was really a gossip la...)

It was about those "thing"--(Ghost) found in our school...

The story got many edition de..

1. The teacher is having the meeting.Then got teacher saw the "thing"..the "thing" is a white shadow and got white asap...then..the teacher who sit beside that "thing" fall sick on the next day@@

2. Principle having a ronda at school.Then,when she pass by one of the laboratary,she saw that "thing"...



Hmm..don't know la..I was at this school about 7 years already..heard alots story before...but this time is quite scary de...just hope everything will be fine..atleast until I finished STPM first la...*.*

Well..there is some people who are quite over confidence with themself..

I hope i was one of them..atleast i can have confidence to myself..but..yup..i know..I won't and I can't...

But,is it really good if someone was over confident to herself/himself??

In their world,they was so perfect..so good..so nice...so...but..is it it was the truth??

Sometime,they'll just make people even don't like them.

Hmm..but atleast someone with confidence will success in life..right??

I wish.

I hope.

I was confident with myself.

Some special funny song which i recently used to listen...Try have a look at the movie too at my music playlist there..The movie is quite touch^^

Perhap the song's lyric is quite suit with my feeling and situation now..xp But,ya..i'll not become pretty at last just like the girl in the movie...lolzzz~~


You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I doI'm in my room

It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatch u doing
With a girl like that


She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
BabyYou belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]
Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybeYou belong with me?

Hmm..after rest for almost 2 days at house didn't go school on Tuesday and Wednesday,yesterday and today went to school...Damn lazy to go de..but due to need fotostat and get all those exam paper from other state..so have to go la..

Nowaday,our class de students will only go to school on Friday...lolzzz~~

Anyway..due to parent outstation today,so i change my tuition time...and i found that class was so funny...lolzzz~~atleast compared with our tuition class de so funny got thing laugh..not like our class de so boring...xp

Then,went to ECM alone after fetch my brother go to tuition as wanna buy something..rush back buy foods for dinner and fetch two of my brother(1 tuition,1 back from school)...so unlucky de is I bring not enough money and need to went back house take money then rush go to buy dinner@@When back house,some people is using the tanah cover the road as I think there was the lack of the water from the pipe...sien..i need to park my car far from the house as the lorry park infront my house@@


EXHAUSTED!!!


Aihhzzz~~but found something special at ECM----got those Malay pameran...those songket,pertanian stuff...


The people is mengayun the anyaman~~

This few days abit moody as happen something between me and my family..aihhzz..but atleast now is settled abit...aihhzz...




Anyway..here is the some of the pictures of some things which i think quite...got feel then take the picture..lolzz~~



The Rojak make by my mum~~She just love to make foods~~






The BIG size bread which dad bought at near Perlis there..






It is big because there is a beg of the curry chicken inside the bread..the curry chicken is eat together with the bread..the bread is delicious compared with normal bread!!I thinked it got put honey^^

Last week went to Ang's house to sing karaoke..lolzzz..it is better than go to ECM or Teruntum..as it was FREE of charge!!!hehe~~

We bought some foods before go..got french fried,spagethi,lychee drinks....



See this two "wai sek mau"~~







My lovely owner at FFS is gonna sing!!!lolzzz~~







Ang's mum cook de spagethi...







城里的月光--制作：晶晶~haha~~







Then the guys play the ping pong@@while just left Ah Boy and me sing*.*







Ang's house~~







Found STAR~~







Ah Boy is singing oh~~Take a look^^well..my recorder is not really good..the sound is polluted as the song is too noisy@@actually he sing quite good de..like to listen he sing honestly...

*Thanks to Ang borrow his house for us lu..and thanks for JC borrow his CD..What am i felt damn dissapointed is I didn't sing dao 李圣杰de song as that time i was washing the plates at behind@@and quite paiseh to sing when Ang's mum was there..lolzz~~

Relax,friend!!Before having our last EXAM!!*.*

遇到你真心爱的人，要努力去争取和他相处下去。

因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了。

遇到可信的朋友时，要好好和他相处。

因为人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。

遇到人生的贵人时，要记得好好感激他。

因为他是你人生的转折点。

遇到曾经爱过的人，要记得微笑向他感激。

因为他是让你更懂爱的人。

珍惜多好。

因为珍惜，我们不再随意发泄，当再次受伤后，我们学会冷静的处理，然后理智地倾诉。

因为珍惜，我们总是用一颗感恩的心凝视这个世界，并超越世俗的斤斤计较与冤冤相报。

因为珍惜，我们找回自信。其实爱你的，关心你的人很多。那曾经不小心落在红尘中的微笑，重新绽放在心灵深处。

因为珍惜，我们爱得更深，给的更多。

因为珍惜，我们冲出了“唯有被爱才是幸福”的成见。

爱是一种能力，而珍惜是爱的翅膀。

这个世界不缺少爱，这个世界缺少的是会飞的爱。

累了
照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着
呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己
如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天
你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平
请你尽力 把我忘记

Ok..my next aim is Blueberry Cheese Tart!!Wait for me after STPM!!hehe~~

Study at house for one weeks..being crazy already@@

Geo Geo Geo~~

Kejerapan..Keporosan..ke...ke...ke...

Pertanian..Perlombongan..per..per...per...


*.*



Aihhzzz...+u la...one month left~~

Have a talk on 14/10...it was Liyu's birthday..but she didn't come to school as later i only know that she went to eat sushi with Ang them..aihhzzz...


Nah...some special thing let you see...amazing ler??It was is school hall ler...i make for you de ler...but so sad you didn't come to school...lolzzz....xp






The gift from the talk..CIMB talk@@






Some artistic stuff make from YinnJeng.Teratai~~








Acting cute...Acting cute...xD






Roxy??lolzz~~







And this shirt...lolzzz~~

On 14/10,we celebrate our beloved class teacher--Pn Azmatun's birthday which her actual birthday is on 16/10...



The presents for teacher^^







The birthday card~~






Happy birthday,teacher!!






Blow~~






October birthday girls and birthday guys cut the cake together~~（teacher remember who is birthday on October ler...^^)







Teacher was so happy ya..the perfume from U6A4~







The hand cream for teacher also^^








Then,we celebrate Koo Chi Haw's birthday together which his actual birthday is on 17/10.


Oreo Cheese Cake make from his girlfriend.







Blow~~

Haha~~It was our tradition...the last candle must use mouth to take it out...and ZaiZai always play people on this time@@He sure push your head down to the cake..xp

Chocolate with coffee feeling cake + Oreo Cheese Cake

Happy Birthday lu everyone~~

Well,last Sunday while buying liyu's present with Quek..Ah Boy phone me and ask where am I...i said i was at ECM..Then..lidat jiu go to sing karaoke@@...lolzzz~~


First time for us went ECM sing..as there got promotion now..RM30 for 2 hours..KitQian,HuiYi,AhBoy and JianCheng and me sing happily^^


Karaoke king!!xp









Blur Jian Cheng~






Found some funny stuff---张芸京is男歌手？？@@Ecen she look like guy..but she is a girl la-.-






ME ME ME~~xp







White and Black^^




Conclusion,we just like to sing^^

The cover of the present...







The beg~






The cute card^^

This fish is special from me to her^^

And this is a special present for her from someone special...xp

Did you guys realised that most of her presents and even the plastic cover also purple colour??hehe~~because she LIKE purple colour..hehe~~

Hope you like the presents lo~~